Anyhow, boxing might be a good idea to get out some pent up energy and may become something to keep you occupied and busy. Keep your mind busy so you don't have the shi**y commitee in your head talking to you.
take a minor break from girls for now until you feel like you can deal with the possibility of rejection or break up. your young and you're not going to get married next week, so slow the heck down and enjoy being young and unattached. I don't mean go sleep with everyone and treat them bad but don't let yourself get emotionally attached while your heart is tender. you need to grieve for your losses and move forward in life. my dad passed away when I was young and that was 33 yrs ago and it's still difficult.
so, write it all down from the gut and don't worry about writing the wrong thing – it's for you don't hesitate spill it! good luck

Luckily I'm at a grammar school, so a lot of the chumps have been filtered out. My group of friends is the largest in the school, and we all rate intelligence very highly. We would probably be traditional style nerds at other schools though. (love games, play D and D and Magic, compete in national maths / engineering / music competitions) also spend summer holidays looking after disabled children

I think that my awesome group of friends has definitely helped me succeed by encouraging academic / social development, and i really pity people who don't have the chances i have because of this.